Tonight’s a sad night… I leave for mexico in the morning. dont get me wrong i love to see my family. most of all my cousins… and grandfathers (god rest their souls). I just think its so screwed up; the brothers of the family.(my uncles). Ones gonna chop off a bunch of my hair, the others gonna teach me to mix for his party room and more. Christina… i’m going to miss you so much… tonight’s going to be hell… i dont want to leave you here. im going to miss it all. all you do for me, all you want to do, all we try to do. All the time that we had available here, now shortened. I love you. Im going to miss you so much. i dont think im going to be able to sleep. But if i do, im gonna wake up to Dear God or Nightmare (both Avenged Sevenfold). Ill be back soon. hopefully time flies fast…
im laying down facefirst barely even seeing what im writing, typimg whatever…probably not even spelling it all right. whatever. this is what tumblr does to you… want to play a game…. but dont want to open up client….